23 May 2004
The person who is called my beloved [Dmitry] gave me a parchment notepad. I write in it with my blood. And then hide it. I’m used to taking it out only when I feel really bad. Lately, it happens more and more often. There… when the blank sheets runs out, when everything will be full of blood of my suffering, then my life will be over…. quetly and insensibly….
i’m gonna be free from this cage FOREVER….
21 May 2004
Why people are used to saying that women of Odessa are the most beautiful women when they see my pictures and think I’m from Odessa??? No! That’s not true ! First, I live here just for 3 years! I’m from Russia!!! I’m not a khokhlushka [the humiliating word for female ukrainians used by russians]….. can’t you see that?.. haw… There. I’ve never seen any beautiful woman in Odessa for three years I have lived there. Everybody thinks there are a lot of beautiful women because there are a lot of tourists all the time. So you’re WRONG! There are no beautiful native odessian women! Some people told me that women of Kiev [the capital of Ukraine] look like gorillas…..
23 May 2004
Here i am. What can i say? Nahema [Lera's nickname of her "satanic era"] is preparing to “one more feast”.
Natasha-YOU’RE GONNA DIE.
My words that i won’t hurt you-NO LONGER VALID!!! I didn’t know everything about you back then, you cheap blowjob whore.
Magic is a bullshit????
You WILL SEE what it can do with you CUNT!!!!
Go suck dicks, that’s your job.
And here is her fucking mug